Just another day full of misery. Toady is the worst day of my life. Its like im all alone in this blue and green world. It started off actually ytd when i fought with supaafly. i shouldnt have say those kind of things to her! How stupid i am huh? Really stupid right? I think even the stupidest person is more clever so i am the stupidest person in the world easy to say. Then i didnt even get to sleep peacefully as her image always flashes through my mind? Every second you know baby? Then today i cant get to see her. Cant even msg her as she is busy with camp. Thought of fetching her home but cant.
Maybe ytd was the last time you can look at my ugly face? Maybe tmr im gone? Nobody knows. Then now,actually were ok after i disturb her again then we fight again. Walao wei. Why im doing stupid things? Shitt la. Amirrul,you are a fucking idiot asshole do you know that? Maybe i am i just didnt notice it. You know,iloveyou so much until everywhere i go its only you in my mind. Now,im sick. Baby i need you know please. If you are reading,good for you. Sometimes what i say i didnt meant it. Sorry ive hurt you again. Baby,you need to interfere in my life. I cant change myself without you.
You are my pillar of strength. Now,im left all alone in this big bulky fucking house. You know,everybody just fuck off like that out of my life. They didnt care about me. Maybe its just me that didint care about myself. Baby,i just read your plurk i miss you too but after that i really pissed you off. Why is that so?! Supaafly,why me?! Why us?! Why cant be other fucking people out there that have this problem?! Baby,i had loved you all these days and is still loveing you know you know that. Do you know i loved you more than anything? Have you ever think how much i loved you? Baby,do you really love me with all your heart? I know you do love me i just cant see it. Im sorry.
You know sometimes you called me idioi,arsehole,fuck all that do you know im hurt? You always do that but sometimes you are joking i know i understand but just this one time i diturb you why must be like this? Sometimes people say choose a boyfriend that would called you back when you hang up,still loved you when you always disturb him. I think im that kind of boy. Sorry if i perasan. And baby,your always forgiven. I forgive you and you forgive me,everything would be just fine. Baby, just tell me that you love me? And i will love you back. Baby,im loving you with all my heart. Supaafly,i want nobody nobody but you.
*tears rolling down.
signing off with my sincere heart,
fucking arsehole boy,jollybeansxz.
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